it's so good to be home in my tiny little apartment with my lazy dog, even if my head feels like it's splitting in two. we are in fullblown migraine mode. caffeine didnt fix it, sinus meds didnt fix it. just gonna have to wait it out and hope for the best at this point. this headache has been building for three days now, and i'm going to blame that on why i was throwing myself such a massive pity party lately. that, and i'm dehydrated. i got a really great email from bethany this evening that was just what i needed to hear. among other things, it linked this blog, which i've been sitting here trying to read. the newest post, from the 28th, is one of those things everyone needs to read. i was going to keep writing, but i just sneezed and it made my head hurt so intensely i cried. so i'm going to go lay in the dark now. i just needed to say sorry to everyone, for being such a whiny baby. life could be so much worse and i have so much to be thankful for. i love you all so very very much.