its been an emotionally exhausting day. but i know what i need to do and need to work on. its not at all going to be easy. but... if i dont things wont change.
so i have to go change my phone number, so i'll update some of you on that.
and i found out ben folds was playing with the pittsburgh symphony orchestra on feb 13 and i love ben folds and i love the orchestra and together i think it would be amazing, so i bought 2 tickets. i dont have anyone to go with yet, bc not that many people like ben folds and/or the symphony. but even if i just leave it for someone for free, i have decided that i am allowed to treat myself to this. ben folds music means a lot to me. i can pick out one of his songs for each one of my ex boyfriends. haha. but so much more than that. i met him once. and he's awesome. so i'm hoping this was a justified waste of money (the bank situation is fixed by the way). and i got 10th row seats completely by accident which is fantastical.
anyway. i have towork on not being such a downer. and to get out of a rut. bc i am allowed to be loved and be happy. dammit.
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