Sunday, February 28, 2010

emo evening

i'm having one of those evenings. because i had one of those random gut feelings that nearly made me pick up my phone and make sure everyone was ok. but its not my job to always be that person. only when you stop reaching out do you realise how little you were regarded to begin with. from some, there has been no reaching in my direction. and i'm still trying to figure out why i am surprised by this. it still, and always will, hurt more deeply than i ever ever anticipated.

the closing ceremony to the olympics was pretty. i liked shatner. i teared up at michael j fox.

i went outside to try to see the stars. it's always too cloudy.

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