it's been such a long day. I'm just so tired of caring. Tired of trying. I thought if I kept persisting, kept showing I cared, that itd mean something. But. Too little too late. I got signed up at health works and am genuinely excited. I'm going to Zumba tomorrow and maybe to the pool later in the week. It doesn't seem as intimidating as it used to, but maybe that's bc I have half a clue of what I'm doing. I'm not happy. I can fully admit that. But I gotta believe it's for a reason. Maybe I didn't show zach how much I cared when I should have. I won't make that mistake again. I just regret how things happened with him. - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone