1. i stayed home from work today bc i didn't want to infect anyone else with this crud. i'm going in tomorrow though, it will be fine. i hope.

2. i want to cover a room in white paper and get some paint and whip my hair back and forth like willow smith. i'm 100% serious about this.

3. i looked at a friends wedding photos today that i hadn't looked at in a lot time. they used to make me sad, but now i can appreciate them for really excellent photos of a great day. call it jealousy, call it whatever. i'm glad i'm past that.

4. alisha and jason came over last night and fixed my car and took me to get food. i dont know where i'd be these last couple of years without them. they've let me live with them. fixed my car. helped me move. took me to dinner. i've never felt like a third wheel with them. i'm so lucky to be a part of their wedding. i'm kinda sad helping plan someone elses dream wedding when i was so recently planning my own. but i know in the long run this is going to mean a lot to everyone.i'm glad i can help them.

5. trying to eat healthier sucks, especially when all i can think about is spaghetti with pink sauce from oliverios.

6. i've got to stop texting when i'm upset, bc it doesn't do any good for anyone. blurgh.

7. casino night episode of the office always makes me sad.

8. i have that itchy feeling again that something is about to happen.