i was reading brandon's blog and he wrote this big important post because of this photo:



and his was this smart plan about winning the lotto and stocks and stability and being pretty smart about his future.

i would not do these things. i have enough money to live on. if i could do whatever i want for the next 24 hours i'd get zach and my closest friends and family and go to topsail island and just sit and enjoy the beach and each other.

there are always jobs. always enough money if i'm willing to scrounge and live cheaply. but if i could have one day of total happiness, then i think i would be ok.

i feel like this story isnt over. it's not me being stubborn. i just have to be stronger.