so i decided that feeling sorry for myself isnt goin to help anything. there are too many people out there who have real problems that i can help. for example, a family in Mon county lost everything in a housefire the other night. i've contacted the people at the local radio station that i talk to (harrass) on twitter to find out if there is any way to help them monetarily or with things. it's a family of seven and it just breaks my heart that there are kids out there who wont be having christmas this year, who dont have anything.

i want to get back into helping others in this new year. i'm not sure where i should help, as i'm mostly afraid of hospitals. but i have some friends who work with United Way fairly regularly, and they might be able to point me in the right direction. if any of you have any ideas, please let me know.

i'm sad yes. but i have hope. and sometimes hope is all youve got to work with.

in the mean time i am sitting on the couch with two rotten dogs, watching svu, and eating chicken nuggets. yes. it's an awesome day around here.