groundhog day.

so i was thinking over the last year, about how things have changed and all, but then suddenly, they are right back to square one. it's like i'm in Groundhog Day, only i'm not as funny as bill murray. and i really thought i wouldnt be back here again. and i do not like it. i want the last couple weeks to maybe just dissappear. would that be ok?

all the college kids are moving back and i'm sad that i'm not in class. i've said this before. i dont really know what the upcoming year of work is going to bring. i dont know what the upcoming year of life is going to bring. i'd know what i'd like to happen, but. we cant always get what we want. and i could write a book on that.

and i've been looking at my goal list. i've really been slacking on that one. i'll take my trip with mom next month, so that will be good. and this months veggie was okra. it has no taste. but maybe that's bc it was friend. (still counts!!) and i watched Platoon and The Apartment. i need to work on the books more.

so things i'd like to do soon. tattoo. i know. i've said that for how many years now? but i feel like it might almost be the right time. i'll see how these next few weeks play out.

does anyone have any good book recommendations? i need stuff to take to read on vacation.

love love.