So I'm killing time while new stuff is Installed on my work computer to track my every move. I'm a bit annoyed today for a variety of reasons but the sun is shining and there is a nice breeze and I can't really complain too much.

A friend of sorts has stopped talking to me because apparently my existence makes an ex of his angry. I don't understand why this would be, seeing as i am not trying to sleep with him or any dastardly reason. Just enjoy talking. Granted I don't know the whole situation here but I think it's shitty when people can't act like adults and just have friends. It has hurt my feelings, but I guess I wasn't really that invested in the friendship for it to be some life altering disaster.

I'm slowly but surely, in one way or the other, weeding unnecessary people out of my life.

In good and terrifying news I've been given a Lead position at work. I do most of the work as it is, so I'm not really that surprised. I am thankful though, it's a big responsibility. But I think it looks good in the long run.

I realize today that I've been in the job field for four years. I think that officially makes me an adult right? How terrifying.

I think the antibiotics are helping. My head isn't falling off anymore.




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Almost makes this:




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I have had a massive sinus headache and haven't really written lately.

I did have a pretty good weekend At home. We got Alisha's wedding reception mapped out and organized. That was probably the most extensive thing I did other than lay in the sunshine and read.

Zach did contact me on Saturday which actually surprised me. To say that he knew what day it was and that he was hurting etc. I hurt sure. But I cant change what he did or how he's acted since. I told him I wish him well and really that's that.

Adam came over last night and I introduced him to riding a Segway. Jake, who I lived with junior year, and our friend Ben just moved in across the street and they came over to play too. Like little kids.

Adam had a big job interview today so positive thoughts to him. We have been hanging out a good bit recently. I don't really know what that means though. I'm so busy this week I can't really hang out with anyone.

Friday I went treasure hunting in an old barn with mom and came home with some treasures for myself and others.

Anyway. Thr Benadryl is kicking in. So here are some pics.

I haven't posted about the bachelorette party yet and I don't really know why. It was a really great time. We had a BBQ in the back yard with everyone, which as we all know always somehow ends in everyone singing a variety of garbage at the top of their lungs. We went downtown dancing and stayed out til 4am. I'm too old for that. Haha. Here are some photos:

























Sunday we just had a lazy lazy day. We alll needed it. I made this for my friend Andrew bc he asked me to:





Other things have been going on in the world that I just havent bothered to post about. One is how I don't talk to my friend Brandon anymore. I'd finally had just enough of his victim attitude and decided to tell him so and that I wouldnt be loaning him anymore money. Sometimes people need told the truth even if they don't like it. Especially when they don't like it. I thought he'd be mature enough to have some grace about it and apologize and try to get out there and find some sort of work and make somethig. But. I was wrong and he hasn't spoken to me since. I'm actually ok by this. I'd suspected as much for awhile now but really it confirmed it. So. That happens.

I also tried to be nice and stupidly wish zach a happy bday. That didn't go over well and he said a variety of hurtful things like he always does. It actually doesn't get to me as much as it used to bc I know he's only super mean when he himself is hurting. I wish him all the best in life. I genuinely do.

I ordered a new pair of running shoes and am going to start training pretty hard for that again. I like how I feel after a run and these other shoes are just chewing up my feet.

I'm going to the fair tomorrow night with Adam so that should be Interesting. He's still so shy. I invites him down to the cookout with everyone Saturday thinking that might help and maybe it did a bit. He said he had a blast so I guess that's something. Most I just want to go to the fair and have corn on the cob.

All in all I can't complain. I'm thankful for the friends and family I have in my life. I know who actually cares about me. I am fairly healthy. I am a lucky girl.

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Did the canine classic 5k this morning at 8:30am. Finished ten minutes faster than last year.

I'm so proud if how far I've come in the last year. I was depressed and a mess. And I put on my big girl panties and got to work and I feel so much happier and healthier and I fully recommend it to everyone out there.

Pic has last year on top, this year on bottom.






We went to the farmers market afterward and I may or may not have spent $40 bucks just on tomatoes and cheese. I'm not even a little bit sorry.


Tonight is Alisha and Steffs bachelorette party. It's going to be awesome.

Here are pics from the cookout last night.













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I thought the batman movie was dumb. There. I said it. Even though Josh Stewart is in it (from Lewis co but did a lot of theatre growing up in braxton, athankyou).

Adam and I went and then came home and fell asleep on the couch watching Bobs Burgers. Bc that's what dating in your late 20s is kids, accidental napping.

I win at life.


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I had such a good weekend. I didn't expect it to be for some reason but it was exactly what I needed.




















































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